This won't be a full review I'll need to read it again to really understand my thoughts. I found this book difficult to read, not because of the content, but because of the style. Like Aza, I suffer from anxiety and reading her thought spirals was like reading my own spiraling thoughts. It was like I could finally see what my chaos could look like. It was disturbing and uncomfortable, but didn't take away from the quality of Green's writing. While Green's writing has vastly improved over the years, and this book is his most honest and vulnerable, I was disappointed with the plot of the book. I expected more. Plot-wise, this book feels half finished, with the ending coming on rather quickly.