up until the final few hours of this audiobook, i felt so disconnected from the characters and the story? 

the pacing felt a bit odd, the characters were either insufferable or unmemorable, oliver goes on a truly comical arc from “know it all, gaslighting older brother” to legit psycho villain, and i personally didn’t care for the *** aspect of the book (the whole reason why any of it was happening). just a liiiiiiitttttllleeee too unrealistic for an already fairly unrealistic situation.

last 20% was a rushhh, though