I LOVE a messy narrator. Nic does not have her ish together AT ALL. She is a self-identified mess and when you learn more about her family and her past you are not surprised and I felt so badly for her.  Her parents didn't nurture her at all and all the responsibility was placed on her poor sister.  She makes so many mistakes and bad decisions, but I was rooting for her so hard this entire book. I love how this author creates her characters and leads us along a dark path. The book felt unsettling in the best way and had so many twists. I was SO satisfied with the ending (this author has the BEST endings) leaving me smirking by the end.  Desperate, dangerous, wild with nothing to lose, I had so much fun reading this book.

Note: I really loved the narration and how the voice was graveling and perfect for this struggling character, moving with desperation and pain.

Thanks to the publisher for an audiobook copy; my thoughts and review are my own.