There are so many instances where I could just FEEL how lonely she was, how guilty she was, how unloved she was. This made my tummy hurt in so many ways especially one with mommy issues. I kept going yippee with Ruth and Eden relationship but god how I dislike Ruth just because of how she is with Margot that I’m like she shouldn’t be so happy :/ sorry fellow sapphics I can’t let the evil woman win here (AND SHE DOESNT!!) ALSO STEVE AT THE END  WAAAAAA