Easy 5 stars for me. I cried, I laughed, & I had a good time. Lenny the fmc is SO funny even through her immense grief, I laughed at how fun and open she was. You could feel her grief through the page and how much she loved Lou. Miles & Lenny's lists were the best part about this book. All of the adventures they went on and how much he fought for her. Seeing them grow from friends to lovers 🥹 & Miles being a man of few words but showing love through his actions When she told her mom " he walked into hell & dragged me back out" I bawledddd. What a fun and beautiful story. This needsssss to be a movie.