3/5 (audiobook)

CW: Racism, homophobia, cheating

It's Not Like It's a Secret has me feeling a lot of different ways. I want to say I enjoyed the listen, it felt inclusive and representative, but I am also not 100% sure that I enjoyed the story.

The plot development in the book was pretty even-paced and had moments of high-tension, but after finishing, I felt like it maybe was not the most realistic of outcomes. For me, it seems like forgiveness to this extent comes at a higher price than six poems...maybe? Who knows *inserts shruggy shoulders*

I think that the character development is decently crafted, however, I was kind of annoyed with some of the main character's decisions and thought processes. She never seemed to fully think out the consequences of her actions.

Maybe I am reading the book too harshly, but I really don't know where I stand, if I like it or if I'm annoyed with it. Maybe revisiting it in physical form would help...or not.