The characters in this book are messy and there's so many twists and turns to Theo's and Griffin's relationship. At times it can be uncomfortable to read how much Griffin is destroying himself and his

relationship with Wade at the end does not feel as fleshed out as his relationship with Theo, but I guess that's what Wade is insecure about

. Not as good as they both die at the end and it also has more mature themes but it was still a solid read.