I was tempted to leave the rating at a 4.5 just because of THAT ENDING. I can't, though, I just can't. This was everything I yearned for and more, and I honestly did not expect to love it this much purely because I caved and saw the movie before the book (I know, I know, I'm very sorry but I just couldn't resist Lana Condor OKAY) and all the major plot points, I already knew, but the book. The book just blew me away. I'm 100% in love with Lara Jean, I love Peter, I love the Song girls and their bond, I love their dad, I loved how I could see pieces of myself all throughout this book and I loved that I got to experience Christmas Cookie Bonanza (NOW I KNOW!!! I'M SO HAPPY!!!!!!) I could say that the one problem I had is that Lara Jean can be a little naive at times and tends to romanticise life a lot - but can I really blame her when I do the exact same thing? Also, she's sixteen years old, she's bound to be a little dreamy-eyed still, and at the end of the day it's also part of why I love her so much!! I'm excited to see how she matures during the rest of the series, I'm so ready for what comes next, and I'm SO READY to get back into this world with them!!!