This whole book has altered my brain chemistry. After that ending I was like mindlessly trying to come to terms with it for like an hour. This book deserved 100% the five star rating just for all the feels it got me experiencing throughout the entirety of it. Noelle just has me shooookkk like WHATTT?? As she's the female protagonist I want to love her but what is revealed just has me at a enormous pause and heightened disbelief and shock. Overall the plot was slow but spot on every moment in this book had its purpose and as such I can easily say one of my favorite books from this author!!