this was literally psychotic. deranged female friendships, grief, insane girl times, gay gurls doing gay things, obsession, narcissism, female rage, literally all my favourite things in one book. my main criticism is that it took a long time to get started, it took me like 5 days to read the first 2/3 and then only one day to finish the last third, writing was also nothing special, very plot heavy which isn't that big of a deal to me but also slightly impacted my rating