Loved this book. A book about suicide should be sad and depressing. This book is the opposit. You know from the first chapter that the narrator has killed herself, and we get to go on an adventure to find out why she did it. You are engaged from the moment the tapes start playing yet you have hope. The hope comes from our male lead who is now listening to this dire story. This book deserves all the accolades it gets. I now understand why it keeps getting stolen from our library.