I'm a Mona Awad truther but this was my least favorite from her I've read. I didn't understand from the start and it never began to make sense, which really hindered my experience... It felt repetitive and nonsensical. I usually like her weird, surreal style this was just too confusing for me. Too long for the payoff at the end. Too little explanation and character development. Honestly could not say for sure a single thing that happened in this book lol. 2.5 ⭐ sorry