Oof, nothing like a good YA book all about grief and figuring out who you are and first loves to get me right in the feels. I don't actually remember the last time I cried this many years while reading, both sad and happy! It was just so good and kind of knocked my socks off considering I went in with zero expectations--I literally picked it because I need a book with a 3/three in the title for a project and it was categorized as YA romance and the cover was cute.  Best kind of surprise!