I really tried. However, there is no substance to this book. Just pretentious descriptions, self objectification for the male gaze being used as a statement of feminism when it isn't, gross short descriptions of sex and her getting off on being the other woman with quotes like  "Of course," I said, drawing an idle doodle with his spunk. "You'll pay me $4,000 a column." 

There is nothing to like about this book. It's not feminist anything, it's not eerie, it's not a powerful stand for women.... it's just objectification and obscenities with a ton of over-indulgent food descriptions that aren't remotely needed. I regret wasting my time on this.