This book was a journey. Unlike others I actually really liked the ending - it was the rest of the book that was frustrating and made me really angry at the main character, but as he came to terms with his choices so did I. I say it was a journey because all the frustration brought me to the realization of the authors point at the end and I appreciated it. I definitely want to read the sequels. All in all, a good first read of 2019.